Today marks the end of my summer vacation.
It was 63 days of pure bliss.
Transitioning back to the working world is always difficult to me. My summer breaks take me back to a time in my life when I stayed home with the kids, focusing solely on my family.
I’m content at the moment, though, because I have had such a terrific summer. I’ve completely relaxed and did not allow myself to do anything work-related…well, except for one afternoon last week when I sketched out lesson plans for the first week of school.
I’ve also been centering my thoughts on God and His purpose for me.
I’m reading through a devotional plan at night right now (different from my #first5app), and a couple of verses stood out to me two nights ago…
What’s hard for me sometimes is the “willing” part.
I thrive on taking care of my family and can resent intrusions that interfere. Yet, whenever I am interacting with students, I know, in those moments, that God has called me to work with teenagers.
I guess what I mostly resent is being overburdened with extra responsibilities that make fulfilling my purpose especially difficult.
I’m trusting God to help me even more with that frustration.
And so today, I begin the pre-planning phase of my sixth year of teaching. I’ll meet new coworkers, sit through meetings, and continue tweaking the lesson plans I began last week.
Most importantly, I’ll thank my heavenly Father for stretching me…molding me into a person who, hopefully, reflects His glory.